When my lungs met your smoke
When my alveoli first met you
it began
a slow burn into my soul,
letting your poison
dance in my chest,
knowing
you'd leave me hollow.
I let your fog settle
in the lungs of my hope.
every inhale,
you always helped me cope.
My body remembers,
the intimacy of every puff,
every ache,
every empty space,
you left behind.
You're not just ruling my chest,
but the neurons that whispers dopamine.
-crystal